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I once shined but now I am different.

Feb. 12th, 2011 | 04:52 pm
Moodyness: nervousnervous

i once shined but now i am different

i havent forgotten who but words are just not enough.

As white as the snow is, I can't seem to see anything but blue. The windchill has taken my oxygen with it's waves of fresh frigid air. I think I have lost what's dear to me. 

I have lost my purpose, my mission. 

Im in a closed space and my my breath is visible. I don't want to call anybody, they wouldn't understand. I am fool for sitting with my forehead in the steer-wheel waiting for someone to come save me. It's a mayday. 

My skin is shivering and I feel as if I'm alone in the world and no one will be able to find me in this page painted in white. My eyes burst and my body begins to feel the lonesome touches of the atmosphere before me. The warm feeling of being independent has vanished upon the icy windshield. I have no one.

Who will rescue me? I don't want to be alone. I can feel the stars glare upon me and it makes me feel useless. They don't shine for me anymore. The moon has taken a trip to the renaissance of a peaceful night. It has disappeared from my sight like a Monday on a Tuesday. Where do I go from here? 
I sit and wait for a forever with my hazard lights on and my  heart ready to burst. I dont know any better. But I take the oxygen surrounding me and I hold me close. 

A knock on my window; I can't see white anymore .

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Jossie's Theme

Dec. 22nd, 2010 | 12:41 am
Moodyness: sadsad

 it seems im off to the moon.
when will i come back? 
i wonder that myself.

all i wanna do is cry and cry until my vision blurrs.
cry for a tragedy i dont have and will never obtain.
i guess, i need to start writing again.
something meaningful and short.

im lost in the stars now.

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Dec. 16th, 2010 | 01:58 am
Moodyness: surprisedsurprised

title: fantasy
pairing: Kai/FC
summary: I've lost you and I'm standing with my
eyes closed waiting for you to fade away. Alone again.

As soon as I met you, I realized that love at first sight didn't work on me. Collapse )

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In a Crowd of Birds

Nov. 27th, 2010 | 12:00 am

In a Crowd of Birds
Pairing: Changmin/Oc
Length: One Shot
Rating: PG 
Summary: Changmin is blind.

f I keep face forward, will I meet you again?Collapse )

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Only one person... Only one person...

Nov. 26th, 2010 | 11:40 pm
Moodyness: melancholymelancholy

Pairing: Jin/Oc
Length: One Shot
Rating: PG 
Summary: Jin has been found. 
"Bright like a dream, the day came... I knew... In one glance that it was love..."Collapse )

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thick as thieves

Oct. 6th, 2010 | 12:18 pm
Moodyness: guiltyguilty

Thick as Thieves
Pairing: Yoochun/fc
Length: One Shot
Rating: PG
Summary: A woman with a reason to smile and to keep alive. 
Though, love is not free. A host companion one shot.

I was difficult to see but..... you picked me.Collapse )
very much yoochun bias.
bad grammar, sorry!

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Dream Whore

Sep. 1st, 2010 | 04:29 pm
location: in a dark dark room full of cheetos.
Moodyness: irateirate

 Dear Jin,

I love you but you're too much of a dreamer to care.
I want Kat-Tun back but you're too much of a dreamer to care.

And i thought i was the only one for you.
but you were too much of a whore to care.
                                                                                  love, jossie.


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thousands of seasons in the time of the stars

Aug. 20th, 2010 | 01:40 am
Moodyness: chipperchipper

Title: Thousands of Seasons in the Time of the Stars
Pairing: Yoochun/fc
Length: Short Story
Rating: PG 
Its about death.
How a person copes with disappearing and never being held again.
it's not a tragic love story.
it's the sadness within the gloomy season.  

listening to this Like the Wind by SENS
is very much encouraged to follow the mood.

Listen Here!

You smell so good. I’ve always liked the way you smell when I hug you. You smell of trees and the city, I like it. It reminds me of the day I met you.Collapse )

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I'm down to a whisper in a daydream on a hill.

Jul. 13th, 2010 | 02:08 am

Title: I'm Down To a Whisper in a Daydream on a Hill.
Pairing: Yamapi/OC
Length: One Shot Collection
Rating: PG
I want to bake you a mud pie 
on the hill of my daydreams.


I think destiny have drawn a subway and an empty seat across of him. I can see the pencil lead tenderly drawing the couple beside him in many pretty colors.Collapse )

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Passing By

Jun. 20th, 2010 | 02:05 am
Moodyness: hyperhyper

Passing By

Pairing: Yamapi/OC
Length: One Shot
Rating: PG 
"Waiting to divide the guilt of us."
it was you and me but lately it has been
rather lonesome.

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